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The Drought

Well, it has ended.  After a couple of weeks worth of whirlwind spontaneous sex with my husband we have come to a dry spell.  A drought.  It lasted through our anniversary night out and night in last Saturday for the first time having an adult night alone without our kids.  It was fantastic.  Then this week - NOTHING.  I can't help but feel down and abandoned and used.  I'm sure again he has no idea what the lack of attention this last week has done to me, but after a long spell of not feeling down it really sucks feeling once again unwanted and depression coming on.  I know that I should be used to the let down but I really thought we were turning a corner.  I don't know what I am supposed to do.  Continue to react when he's in the mood to give me attention or to just stop all together.  I feel lost, confused and alone, again.  I feel like an idiot for thinking things would change, for the better - but overall they are jus...