Holiday's Merry and.......Angry?
Anger has found it's way back to my cycling. I think I'm having normal days.... lack of sleep, constantly tired and numb inside but otherwise normal. I'm fueled with ANGER. I just can't seem to get through the day without wanting to lash out on someone. I've dealt with this coming and going for so many years that I suck most of it in and don't actually lash out to those who mostly but not really deserve it. The bitch at work that is always trying to undermine me tripped it off Wednesday. The cats eating the loaf of bread through the grocery sack did it yesterday and this morning it was my 3 year old son. Really have to suck it in when that happens. It was the simplest of tasks requested of him and it turns into whining and throwing a tantrum and finally I just throw my hands up in the air and scream as loud as I can. There is nothing else I can do - he's 3 I can't make him not be 3. And then after the scream that led him to more cr...