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Wow, it’s been a long time since I have posted. The husband finally gave up and two days after a “booty” call in June, told me he was filing for divorce. Two in a half years of working on our relationship, just poof, he’s out. Our 15 year anniversary was August 31st and here I am alone... unwanted and completely beside myself in a dark depression. There is a waiting period after you sign settlement papers in divorce, so it’s not final yet. I’m hoping maybe when it is I can move on from this mental crisis I keep myself in because I feel worthless. I feel like I have been thrown out with the trash, no second thought about it. If I didn’t have young kids, I wouldn’t be here. I don’t want to be here, but I don’t want them to have their lives fucked up because their mom couldn’t hack it in the real world. It’s all I can do to function, without falling completely apart. I have no one to lean on, my friends are his friends. My famil...