Distraction
I have spent my entire week in a bubble of distraction. Swirling thoughts, staring off in space, brain consumed with thoughts slamming through my mind - mostly dumb shit that does not pertain to any area of my life. Not sure if it's a medication wall, lack of sleep or just the pure luck of the gene pool being bat shit crazy. In the midst of these continued feelings - today I get a call, my son has a fever and I need to pick him up from day care. He is 3, and the kindest sweetest boy I have ever known. In an instant that focus I couldn't find went came together. I had a purpose, a mission, something outside of myself outside of work, outside of my shitty friends and family who are never really there for me. My kid needed me, and I needed him. I couldn't get to him fast enough. He's been battling a cold all week and he's a trooper, but we all know that when the fever hits that it's downhill for a couple of days. It sounds awful, but leav...