Post Fun Day..... BLAH
Well I got the supports sawed off of the table to pull it apart, now I need to find help to bring it into the house because it's not only awkward but heavy. I painted an autumn colored owl on a tree on a wood craft board to hang on the door in place of the ribbon and flip flop wreath. I even painted a wine bottle jack-o-lantern to get ahead for next months decor needs. I am happy to say I got my checklist I typed about earlier accomplished. I'll have to say the music blasting while I did all of that was very helpful, but once I was done.... the lows set in. Low Low Low Low. I took a shower, cried. Got out of the shower and cried. Crawled in bed and cried. Took some meds and tried to go to sleep couldn't and cried. It's been hours. I can't drag myself up to do anything and I can't sink my mind or body into anything comforting. I don't know how one stores so much fluid, it seems that I would have run out by now, they ju...