The Drought
Well, it has ended. After a couple of weeks worth of whirlwind spontaneous sex with my husband we have come to a dry spell. A drought. It lasted through our anniversary night out and night in last Saturday for the first time having an adult night alone without our kids. It was fantastic. Then this week - NOTHING. I can't help but feel down and abandoned and used. I'm sure again he has no idea what the lack of attention this last week has done to me, but after a long spell of not feeling down it really sucks feeling once again unwanted and depression coming on. I know that I should be used to the let down but I really thought we were turning a corner. I don't know what I am supposed to do. Continue to react when he's in the mood to give me attention or to just stop all together. I feel lost, confused and alone, again. I feel like an idiot for thinking things would change, for the better - but overall they are just the same as before, maybe a little differ