Heartbroken
Do you ever find yourself continuously letting someone have the power over you to break your heart, soul and drain every ounce of good from you? My husband (who I live separately from for those that haven't read prior posts) sent me a text today asking me to take the kids so he can attend his 21st anniversary / holiday party at his bar. I responded yes, since I have nothing on the calendar. I didn't go last year due to his disgust with my suicide attempt the month prior and complete lack of support he provided through that time, as well as not being invited. Keep in mind this is the one time a year I was allowed be a patron at his bar because he'd rather me not be there the rest of the year. I just stayed home with the kids, known about but never seen. After responding yes, I thought about it a bit, and I realize the exception last year, due to the extreme changes in our life recently and I honestly wasn't right in my head it was best that I wasn't invite...