The Husband
I worked my 2nd job again last night, had 8 suites and no one showed up so I made zero money. I am truly thankful that I have these jobs, I know a lot of people can't even get or hold one, so please don't think I am not grateful that I have them. I just feel like I'm sinking, drowning and can't come up for air to take a breath. I am slowly letting more bills go delinquent which adds to my anxiety and depression and this is not something I have been through before financially. I've never had a lot of money but I've always been able to cover my bills.
I finally got up the nerve last night in my depressive bawling fit to text my husband that we need to get divorced so I can file bankruptcy. His reply was that he would pay $$ for blow jobs. End of conversation. I know that is his way of being funny. But what I heard, is I'm not going to divorce you, help you or care about your problems per usual, but I'll treat you like a prostitute and pay you for sex favors. Hey babe, thanks. Add this to one more reason we don't live together. Have I mentioned he is so financially stable he wrote a check for a 50K truck a couple of weeks ago? Selfish, narcissistic son of a bitch.
#depressed #bipolar
I finally got up the nerve last night in my depressive bawling fit to text my husband that we need to get divorced so I can file bankruptcy. His reply was that he would pay $$ for blow jobs. End of conversation. I know that is his way of being funny. But what I heard, is I'm not going to divorce you, help you or care about your problems per usual, but I'll treat you like a prostitute and pay you for sex favors. Hey babe, thanks. Add this to one more reason we don't live together. Have I mentioned he is so financially stable he wrote a check for a 50K truck a couple of weeks ago? Selfish, narcissistic son of a bitch.
#depressed #bipolar
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