Just Can't Kick It
I'm still depressed. It feels like it's been an eternity. I just can't kick it. I called into work today. I just want to sleep. However I can't sleep, but I can't get out of bed.... WTF? I can't even be depressed right. I'm staying in bed sleep or not, but somehow I have got to eventually get out of this bed and function. My house is a mess, I don't want to clean it... I have laundry to the ceiling and I don't want to do it and certainly don't want to put it away, that is the worst. I pick up my kids at 5PM, so I have to figure out a way to shower at some point to do that. I just don't want to "anything". No one cares how I am or what I am doing, I'm not being missed.... what is the point of my existance, the answers are becoming fewer and fewer.
FYI - My house is a mess.... but on a positive note, it's not dirty / filthy, just needs picked up and things put away. I don't want to draw the wrong pic
Well - Trying to sleep again. Hope the rest of you are doing better than me today.
FYI - My house is a mess.... but on a positive note, it's not dirty / filthy, just needs picked up and things put away. I don't want to draw the wrong pic
Well - Trying to sleep again. Hope the rest of you are doing better than me today.
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