Shopping Addiction
I have over and over again racked up insane amounts of credit card debt, struggled for years to pay it off only to turn around and do it again. I blame my bipolar. When I spend money, I feel good. When a package comes in the mail I feel good. This last year I justified the increase in credit card debt because I had to completely furnish a house and buy all new clothes and shoes for the kids because when I was told to leave my husbands house I had my clothes and my vehicle. Now, replacing those items probably hit between 10-12K but why I'm now in the hole 30K is beyond me. I don't really have anything to show for it. I don't make big or expensive purchases, but when something is on sell I am getting 3 of them. It's a compulsion like being a gambling addict or an alcoholic and I don't know how to stop. Each month it's a roulette game - do I pay my utilities or my credit cards with one of my paychecks and my other goes to my mortgage. ...