Survived
I survived the holiday. It was actually an enjoyable day with my in-laws with the exception of my husband. He sat in the basement alone being anti social the majority of the day. Barely spoke to me, leaving me feeling unwanted and alone once again. He left a few hours before I did and the kids stayed the night with their Aunt. Why do I continue to stay in this marriage hoping for a change. He is not capable of changing and if he is he clearly doesn't want to. The only contact he makes with me outside of information concerning the kids is if he wants me to send him a dirty picture or tries to make excuses for me to come in the house for a quickie every time there is an opportunity. We actually haven't been intimate for over a month which is our longest stretch since we separated. I know I hold on because I still don't want to be a divorced person, I don't want to completely break our family unite, and I do love him. I can't ...